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我喜欢喝咖啡，咖啡的苦带酸和少许的甜味是最棒的，每喝一口都能让人体会到人生，咖啡就像人生，有苦，有酸，有甜，只要懂得品尝就会懂得珍惜，就像珍惜人生一样…咖啡＝人生，记得珍惜…

Time passed day by day, just feel that i am not improve, i am still at the same place even i have tried so hard…Haiz…In music, i have tried to learn day by day, but feel that some playing technique is very hard to master it but i need to use the technique to apply in the songs that i am jamming, feel so hard, but i’ll keep practicing until i get it…In career, my salary still no increase, my lady boss still holding our salary increment & bonus since July until now, what she promise still haven’t give us, feel so disappointed with this company, i have did all my best in programming & problem solving for their projects, but what i get is still the same salary like last year, even new colleagues that just pass probation already have the salary more than me as we have same Degree, but i worked more than them & more efficient, feel no heart to work dy, why will be like that…In relationship, sometime will have some small problem, but everything is ok, just want to say sorry to her because not allow her to go clubbing with her friends, actually l don’t like club because the place is too complicated, i only worry about her is because i love her & i care her, that why i don’t let her go even for 1 time since she never been there as me too, and want to thank to her cause never lie me, i love you…anyway, life is still need to continue, thank for read…

Yesterday i went to MPO to watch a concert by a band called “Unit Asia” which features musicians from Japan, Thailand and Malaysia. They was playing jazz and fusion. The reason I went to there is because Hiroyuki Noritake, the drummer aka T-Square’s ex-drummer. But i failed to have photo with him is because don’t have autograph & photo section after the concert, sigh…But the concert is really great, i enjoy the concert very much…

Yesterday was Junk 2nd time performance,  the performance at Giggers, this was a really bad experience that i meet, we were performing in a bad venue, the venue is not maintain for a long time, dirty toilet, dirty venue, crappy drum set & sound system. Because of the stuffs in the venue is not arrange well then accidently scratched my Fender, man, my heart is broken now T_T … Because of the irresponsible organizer, only 2 bands have performed in this gigs & only 2 audiences (1 is my girlfriend, another 1 is my friend, Kenneth), haha… so bad, but we treated it like a normal jamming for on stage practice, we also did some funny stuffs like Fusion ‘Yuuwaku’ & Fusion ‘Sweet Child O Mine’, haha…Hopefully next performance won’t be like that…

This is 1st time my band - Junk performance. We did well on that day, this is also the 1st time i used my new bass & pedals on stage, really feel so great! We came with 1st song, Omens of Love, after that, have some band members introduction continue with They Come And Go, Come Back Boomerang, 101 Eastbound, Sunnyside Cruise & end with Asayake. Below is the video link, hope you all enjoy it & leave me comments.

1. Omens of Love

2. They Come And Go

3. Come Back Boomerang

4. 101 Eastbound

5. Sunnyside Cruise

6. Asayake

Finally,i have 2 weeks break in Malaysia,but only break for 2 weeks to not going to Jakarta,when can i stop to go there? After came back here, i have found that a lot of things have changed after about 3 months i stay in Jakarta. Lrt damn a lot of people, everyday long queue, Same with my music, also changed, not to be good but bad, still only have about 1 month, i am going to perform at Gold Hill Club, Nol8 Jalan 7A/62A, Bandar Manjalara, 52200 KL, but with my current status i am not confident. Because of long time break for my bass, feel that my finger going slow, my mind also going slow. But what i waiting for is gigs, finally it come close to me, finally Hybrid have revived, Junk also have a new saxasphonist, quite happy. So we are going to perform for Hybrid on 10th August & Junk on 17th August, but suddenly i saw the performance time is from 2pm - 7pm, oh my god! Crash with my girl friend’s convo on 10th August, 1.30pm. I have tried to request to organizer to change our performance to 17th August but failed, finally i have decided to quit Hybrid for this performance & find my good ‘brother’ Chris to replace me. After saw bro Chris play, feel that i am already have little bit far from him, he is improving but i am reversing…but i want to thank a lot to him because he is a good bassist that can make my band members not to blame because of i can’t play.Thanks,bro Chris…i can’t regret with my decision, this is what i make, now what i need is time, because of career, make me lost a lot of times & chances, i am waiting for my bonus only, after get it i swear i’ll leave this company, i can’t lost my times, i don’t want to be in Jakarta that can make me lost a lot of stuffs…

Long time didn’t update my blog because i’m too busy with my life, but i don’t like my currently life, i’m going to be crazy with long outstation in Jakarta, i can’t do the thing that i like, i lost my freedom here, feel so lonely here without her, without music, without my bass guitar, without jamming…i only want a normal life, i can do the thing that i like, sometime i feel i’m selfish, i don’t want the one who i love leave me so far, i want get closer & closer with her, because i’m too love her, scare to lost her, i want just a normal love because i have found the one i really want to be forever…i only hope god can give me a normal life & a normal love…

从 Jakarta 回来后，真的很不想再 outstation 了。在那儿没有你，会很寂寞，没有贝斯，空气很静。希望别再 outstation 了，我怕了。。。回来了，新年过了，NTLP 11 要来临了，距离表演还有不到两个星期，我竟然连一首歌都还没练。惨了，不知如何面对。因缺乏乐手而玩的老人家的我，真的很压力。。。只有听天由命。。。

Hope everything will go smoothly after i transfer to another team…maybe i’ll not around here for about 1 month because i’ll go to Jakarta soon…all my friends take care!

今天一整天都感觉沉闷似的，不知是哪儿来的心情，总是忐忑不安，不仅觉得跟身边的人都隔离很远，什么都不想做，很想出去走走，但不知想去哪儿，很想出去运动，约朋友打球却被放飞机，约朋友跑步却被拒绝, 最后还是一个人在房间里闷着，然后一人去吃晚餐，也不想约任何人，发现一个人吃饭，即使好吃的食物也变得淡淡无味，最后想找人聊天，也被拒绝。。。可能是自己无畏吧，还是原本是一个人，就该过一人的生活吧。。。